I come from an air force family. Both grandfathers served in the Second World War in the Royal Canadian Air Force, as well as my Nana's second husband Cam. I don't know if it is because of this, or because of something else, but Remembrance Day has been an important day for me for many years. On November 11 you will find me at the cenotaph paying my respects. Honouring those people who sacrificed, whether it was the ultimate sacrifice or the sacrifice of being away from one's family. We honour those who have fought to uphold the values that we hold dear. Values of democracy, freedom and equality. This year was different for me. And I have to say, it was very strange to be sitting in a meeting with the Durban municipality at the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month. So this year Remembrance Day was done differently.
Ellie and a number of the other interns here in South Africa (as well as our two Namibian interns) had to go to Pretoria for the government service exams on Saturday. I decided to also make a weekend of it and headed to Johannesburg where I spent Saturday with Joseph (CBA intern at the Legal Resources Centre Johannesburg) and Sabrina (CBA intern at the Legal Resources Centre Grahamstown). It turned into a weekend of South African history. A weekend of honouring those who fought to change South Africa and to bring the values of democracy, freedom and equality to South Africa. This fight happened a lot more recently and is etched in the day to day lives of South Africans. This weekend I was honouring something different than previous years, but honouring the same values and the fight for those values.

Lilian Ngoyi was born in Pretoria in 1911. She was a woman with fight. A woman with commitment to a cause. And a woman to honour. When we arrived at the Women's Gaol on Constitution Hill, it was her story that struck a chord with me. It was the story of her everyday interaction with her mom that made me have a moment. And it was her story that I carried with me throughout the two days in Johannesburg and will carry with me many years from now.
The site now known as Constitution Hill is the former home of the Old Fort, originally built by Paul Kruger in 1893. Over time, this high point in Johannesburg came to house one of the most identifiable prisons in South African history. There are three parts to the former prison that you visit while taking a tour of Constitution Hill - the Awaiting Trial Block, the Number Four Prison and the Women's Gaol. Our tour started with the Women's Gaol and I have to say it was the stories here that most affected me. I don't know if it is because I am a woman or if it is how the stories were presented, but I have to say, my heart broke for many of the women that spent so many days and nights within the walls of the Gaol. The reality is, most of the women who served time here were not the political prisoners that we have come to know, although Winnie Madikizela-Mandela, Albertina Sisulu and Lilian Masediba Ngoyi all spent time here. Most of the women were charged under pass laws, prostitution laws and vagrancy. But regardless of the charges that these women faced, there was a common experience in one of the most notorious prisons in South Africa.

For whatever reason the women were here, there were two opposing things that struck me from the stories told here - first, the attempt to remove any small amount of dignity from the lives of the women serving time and second, the very real and, to me, normal moments that these women were able to have from one's own birthday to the birth of a child. I don't want to go into too much on this, but I do want to tell you why Ma-Ngoyi struck such a chord with me. It was all to do with a sweater. Ma-Ngoyi was a leader in the anti-apartheid movement. She was the president of the ANC Women's League. She was the president of the Federation of South African Women. She was the first woman elected to the ANC national executive committee. She was a fighter and a leader and someone who has been honoured in many ways, but it was a sweater that made me identify with her. While awaiting trial, Ma-Ngoyi had access to a magazine. And in this magazine was a Woolworths ad. The ad had a sweater printed in it. Ma-Ngoyi wanted the sweater. She had the colour picked out and everything, and kept thinking, when I get out of here, I will get myself that sweater. Well, the day before her trial, she was given access to the phone to call her aunt in Soweto to tell her mother that her trial would take place the next day. When her mother arrived to attend her daughter's trial, she brought her something - a sweater. No wait,
the sweater. No words had passed between the two women about this sweater, about Ma-Ngoyi's desire to have the specific sweater, but somehow her mother picked the right gift - the sweater, the right colour and everything. I know that this probably seems odd to have struck me so much, but it was one of those moments of normalcy. Those moments that could be anyone of us. The relationships we have with our moms.
The trial left Ma-Ngoyi imprisoned at the Old Fort Prison Women's Gaol. Over the many years she spent fighting for freedom and equality, she spent many days and nights within the walls of the Gaol. She was part of the 1956 Treason Trial and spent 71 days in solitary confinement. It was her story, both the small story of the sweater and the more known story of her involvement with the cause, that I carried with me as we made our way through South African apartheid history, by way of Johannesburg.

Second stop on the tour was Prison Number Four. The men who have served time here is a who's who of freedom fighters: Mahatma Ghandi, Nelson Mandela, Albert Luthuli, Joe Slovo, Walter Sisulu, Oliver Tambo, Robert Sobukwe. It was a place of great suffering, a place of great indignity, but is a place of history.


The Old Fort prison closed in 1983. And in the mid-1990s was chosen as the location for the new Constitutional Court of South Africa. We also visited the Con-Court on the tour, as well as getting a behind the scenes tour from a Canadian who is currently working at the court, but I am going to write about that another time. This is about remembering.
Our next stop on our tour of Johannesburg is the largest township in the world (estimated to be between 1.3 and 3 million people), and if anybody was asked to name a township in South Africa, this would likely be the one they came up with - Soweto. We decided to take a bike tour of this infamous township. Our guide - Thomas - grew up there and was incredibly knowledgeable about the history of the area, both the history that played out in international media in the 1970s and the history as experienced by the residents. I am going to write later about the township as it is now, but today's entry is about the history; about honouring.

On June 16, 1976 Soweto became the site of one of the most famous incidents of the apartheid era - the Soweto Uprising. Students from schools within Soweto took to the streets in an organized march to protest the Bantu Education Act which had the effect of making Afrikaans the medium of instruction in local schools. It was estimated that 20 000 people took part in the march that day, most of them being students. I think one of the things that struck me was when Thomas was talking about the students. These were not university students. These were high school students. Fifteen, sixteen, seventeen years old. Taking a stand. Making a statement for equality. I know that many adults would have been involved in the organization and everything, but I just could not get it out of my head how young some of these people were. Thinking about my beliefs, my actions when I was that age. When we arrived at the Hector Pieterson Memorial, I felt like it was the version of the cenotaph that I was looking for.

During the march, violence broke out when a police dog escaped and was stoned to death by the marchers. The police opened fire on the marchers. 176 people were killed. One of the students that was killed was 13 year old Hector Pieterson; he was not the first or last student killed, but he is the student most identified with that day. The photograph by Sam Nzima of Hector being carried by Mbuyisa Makhudo with Hector's sister Antoinette running beside, became the symbol of the Uprising and many say that it was this photo that brought the reality of apartheid to the attention of the international community. It was a moment to honour those students and many others involved in the march, who took a stand against the oppressive regime.
Only a block and a bit away from where Hector was shot is another of the great symbols of the anti-apartheid struggle - Mandela House. On the corner of Vilikazi and Ngakane streets in Orlando West stands the house where Nelson Mandela lived with his first wife Evelyn and later with his second wife Winnie. It was the house that he would return to from the law offices of Mandela and Tambo. It was also the house Madhiba returned to when he was released from prison in 1990. Interestingly, the home of Archbishop Desmond Tutu is just down the street. Soweto was a place to remember, but also a place to look forward and think about the reasons I am here in South Africa.

On Sunday, along with some of the exam-writing interns, we went to the Apartheid Museum. It was a wonderfully done museum dedicated to showing the experience of apartheid in South Africa. When you enter the museum, you are designated as either white or non-white and must enter through the appropriate door. The first exhibit discussed the classification of individuals under the regime. There were four classifications: white, native, coloured or Asian. The first display discusses the attempts by many to be reclassified in order to have access to more lenient rules, for instance being classified as coloured rather than native. Apparently this desire to be reclassified explains the surname of Hector Pieterson whose family wished to be reclassified as coloured and changed their last name from Pitso to Pieterson in order to help with this process.

The museum continues on explaining some of the history that brought about the policy of apartheid, from the previous regime of segregation, the election of the National Party in 1948 through to the end of the regime and the development of the Bill of Rights under the new constitution.

The political moves against the regime are the focus of the museum. From the display demonstrating the number of political prisoners who were killed while in custody, either by hanging or suspect circumstances, to the videos of the violence that erupted in the 1980s. It was haunting at points and down-right disturbing at others. But I believe that it is a history that needs to be faced. A history that needs to be remembered. It needs to be remembered by not only South Africans, but by the international community. To take a stand against infringements of peoples' rights. To ensure that the rights and freedoms of all people are protected and respected.

I think one of the moments that really surprised me was a display on the role of the Casper in the violence of the 1980s. The Casper is a police vehicle. It is a strange looking armoured vehicle. It was used by police under the Apartheid regime in order to quash protests, in order to quash the calls for an end to the regime. Now, this is not the surprising part. The surprising part is that two months ago when Ellie and I attended the King Shaka Day festival, there was a Casper. The colour of the people driving and riding in the Casper may have changed, but the role that it plays has not. At the museum shop, there was a magnet that had a picture of a Casper on it and the words - Never Again. I just could not square this with our previous experience.
In coming out of the Apartheid regime, the South African Constitution enshrined the rights of ALL the people of South Africa. At the end of the museum, we looked to the principles that should be the cornerstones of the future of the country: equality of all people, responsibility of the government and all others and the democratic institution in which all people are represented.

My time in Johannesburg served as a time to remember and honour. And the portion of the poem written by Laurence Binyon that is read at Remembrance Ceremonies across Canada seems as fitting here in South Africa, remembering those that fought and persevered, as it is in Canada, remembering those that fought and persevered, for the values that we believe in...
They shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old:
Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun and in the morning
We will remember them.